Each relationship nurtures a strength or weakness within you.
-Mike Murdock

31st..itz eve of 2009..HAHAA tt means im down to about 9 days to enlistment..all i wanna do is spend these last 9 days with all de precious frens n family of mine..haha allow me to enjoy these few days pls..i wun forget all of you out here..ok maybe some but im sure u all will rmb me..HAHAA jk..precious memories tt will stay embedded..

OUTING with ncc ppl later on..nth more to say bout this bunch of guys..absolutely fabulous..am so glad tt i joined ncc and met these baskets tt made my life so much more interesting n exciting..haha shall enjoy the last moments of 2008 with them later..

went town to shop with alan n sien ytd but ended up buying nth..ate lunch at PU TIEN which was exp but super nice..walked around after tt, slacked, talked and went over to marina barrage to see scenery..hahaha found our place for fireworks watching TODAY ! haha shiok..blowed wind for almost 1 hour and went back to cityhall for dinner..alan left early to eat with family leaving me n sien at Shokudo..home sweet home..

much more to come today..jurong swimming complex on fri..SHIOK !

满园玫瑰我以为找到我那一朵
认真爱了却狠狠刺伤我的双手
责备什麼人也没有用
玫瑰都红 难免看错
望著天空爱是否活在童话裏头
小王子说有些事流浪过才会懂
原来每颗心都有个洞
找不到真爱 会一直寂寞 Oh--
我但愿有一个人在等我
在属於我的612星球
好让我忍著痛也愿意往下走
不快乐至少要有梦
一定会有一个人在等我
无条件拥抱著我的所有
相遇前我还要翻越多少山丘
花别谢太快 请你等等我
擦乾眼泪一个人漂流在这宇宙
小王子说爱一定开在某个角落
路上相爱的人那麼多
我会幸福吗 在什麼时候 Oh—

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A faithful friend is a strong defense: and he that hath found one hath found a treasure.
-Bible

made up my mind ytd..guess tt's de best way out..hoho anyway christmas has ended a few days ago and new year eve is coming..sooon will be enlistment which is 12 days from now..hoho bought my phone,watch,specs..left with alarm clock n lock n some other stuff..

let me dream, again

我想和你在一起 却在你未来缺席
给你的爱 那些美丽 已长成蔓藤缠著我的生命
在你的未来缺席 像是一出剧本 未完待续
预留伏笔 把未完成从容继续
如果还有如果 就算瞬间老去毫不犹豫

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Even a happy life cannot be without a measure of darkness, and the word happy would lose its meaning if it were not balanced by sadness. It is far better take things as they come along with patience and equanimity.
-Carl Jung


OOOOOOOOOOH 4A chalet is jux wonderful..frens i've not met for ages..so long so long ago..nth hav changed..wonderful company this holiday..wonderful times i've had before enlisting..haha wonderful wonderful..frens worth cherishing..frens oh frens..

had 07s06 gathering also on de day chalet ended..everyone went over to chee keen's house..had dinner n gift exchange n a good time taking photos..haha special thks to huipeng,shihui,caixuan for de cards n pressie they made for us..haha and lydia for her tortoise..

went over to lens men to collect my army specs tis afternoon..rain was pouring away when i left home but was only a drizzle when i reached parkway..collected my specs and suddenly rmb hannah was working there so went up to hav a look..stood outside the window looking but dint manage to see her though..was already dam hungry at tt time cox i skipped lunch..wanted to buy old chang kee but de queue was super long so i headed home..

meeting with some 4a ppl again 2molo to visit the shitface clinton at coffee bean..haha more to come..ITS 15 DAYS LEFT FOR ME..RUNNING RUNNING RUNNING OUT OF TIME !!

pictures may be uploaded when i feel like it..not uploading for de time being..hahaa OH AND I.P MAN IS AWESOME ! HIGHLY RECOMMENDED !!!! MORE TO COME !! ...

And I’m so lonely you’re not here with me
thats why I’m gonna be on the next plane home
And you’re you’re the only face I wanna see
thats why I’m gonna be on the next plane home

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A contented mind is the greatest blessing a man can enjoy in this world.
-Joseph Addison

OFF TO CHALET ! EARLY MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL ! SPREAD LOVE IN THIS SEASON OF LOVE! wooooohooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo !

I don't want a lot for Christmas
There is just one thing I need
I don't care about the presents
Underneath the Christmas tree
I just want you for my own
More than you could ever known
Make my wish come true...
All I want for Christmas
Is you...

I don't want a lot for Christmas
There is just one thing I need
I don't care about presents
Underneath the christmas tree
I don't need to hang my stocking
There upon the fireplace
Santa Claus won't you make me happy
With a toy on Christmas day
I just want you for own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
All I want for Christmas is you...
You baby

I won't ask for much this Christmas
I won't even wish for snow
I'm just gonna keep on waiting
Underneath the mistletoe
I won't make a list and send it
To the North Pole for Saint Nick
I won't even stay awake to
Hear those magic reindeer click
'Cause I just want you here tonight
Holding on to me si tight
What more can I do
Baby all I want for Christmas is you
You...

All the lights are shining
So brightly everywhere
And the sound of children's
Laughter fills the air
And everyone is singing
Santa won't you bring me the one I
really need - won't you please
bring my baby to me...

Oh I don't want a lot for Christmas
This is all I'm asking for
I just want to see baby
Standing right outside my door
Oh I just want him for my own
More than you could ever you
Make my wish come true
Baby all I want for Christmas is
You...

All I want for Christmas is you baby
All I want for Christmas is you baby

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All my life I believed I knew something. But then one strange day came when I realized that I knew nothing, yes, I knew nothing.

days and years have passed, but nth changed. anw i supposed im gonna shut down this blog sometime soon..itz jux too much for me..reminder of a dream that was wilting even as it was budding...

ANW monday went to de zoo with 5 other frens for de first time in many many years..seeeeen alot alot n i supposed all of de zoo's animals except for hunting dog n lion who stayed inside because of the rain..my frens and i took more than 200 pictures and im realli lazy to upload them here..realli had fun there, memories i've had so many years ago at the zoo was jux unforgetable and im gonna rmb this zoo trip too..

went for ncc chalet on tues night..met alan and sayyien at bedok before taking a bus over..itz at SAF holiday chalet.. BIG, SPACIOUS and also abit spooky..hahaa first day was rather pathetic with onli 5 person in total..1 left at night and so there's onli 4 person left..played cards, watched movie till 3plus before turning in and 4 of us decided to squeeze in together in a room..woke up at 7plus to watch <<28 weeks later>> myself..realised de movie quarantined was jux like another version of tt show..they woke up later at about 11 and 2 more went off after lunch leaving me and sayyien alone at the BIG, SPACIOUS and also abit spooky chalet..rented mahjong set from de office and taught him de basics..wenguang joined us at about 3 plus followed by jinghui n kayhowe at 6plus..more came afterwards, justinn,alan,dennis,daryl..2 left after 11plus and de rest of de time was jux mahjong n horror movies..had water bomb war at around 2plus 3 in de morning..haha it was fun, fun and jux fun..backstabbed, chased, attacked, mugged, whacked..

basically this 3 days was ALL about SUBWAY..first night's dinner,2nd morning's breakfast,2nd night's supper..Mahjong, Movie, Water bomb war..fun, fun and jux fun..

another chalet coming up on sunday..2more days..gym n swimming 2molo and im gonna make my army specs sooon..afterall its jux 21days left..this is de first year which i dont look forward to christmas and new year eve..dunno why but i've jux lost the will to have hope anymore..i supposed with no hope in de first place, there will not be disappointment..

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

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Before your dreams can come true, you have to have those dreams.
-Dr. Joyce Brothers

Always aim for the sky,
for if u fall,
u will land among the clouds
Always aim for the moon,
for if u fall,
u will land among the stars

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Trying is a part of failing. If you are afraid to fail then you're afraid to try.
-Mrs. Cunningham


tissue boxes on my bed

seriously wondering where my nose trying to run to..running running and running running running..hope my nose stops running before de zoo trip if not de animals' nose gonna start running too !

I Will Remember You [Sarah McLachlan]

I will remember you
Will you remember me?
Don't let your life pass you by
Weep not for the memories

I'm so tired but I can't sleep
Standin' on the edge of something much too deep
It's funny how we feel so much but we cannot say a word
We are screaming inside, but we can't be heard

But I will remember you
Will you remember me?
Don't let your life pass you by
Weep not for the memories

I'm so afraid to love you, but more afraid to loose
Clinging to a past that doesn't let me choose
Once there was a darkness, deep and endless night
You gave me everything you had, oh you gave me light

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Beware the fury of a patient man.
-John Dryden

i think all consistent late-comers should be excecuted..they are basically wasting other people's life without knowing it or worst if deliberately wasting ppl's life, knowingly..wad's up with the late genes in people nowadays..

some quotes for you bastards who everytime make me wait like a fool.. lol

Better three hours too soon than a minute too late.
-William Shakespeare

I could never think well of a man's intellectual or moral character, if he was habitually unfaithful to his appointments.
-Nathaniel Emmons

If I have made an appointment with you, I owe you punctuality, I have no right to throw away your time, if I do my own.
-Richard Cecil

Strict punctuality is perhaps the cheapest virtue which can give force to an otherwise utterly insignificant character.
-John F. Boyes

The trouble with being punctual is that nobody's there to appreciate it.
-Franklin P. Jones

zzz ok tts quite enuf for u bastards..haha i sometimes really dont understand why some ppl know they are gonna be late if they wake up at 730 but still set their alarm clock at 800.. -.- while some bothers to sms or call to tell de early birds they're gonna be late, some jux come at their own time, thinking tt it is perfectly normal for others to wait for them, without even saying sorry, im late..

anw wed was jux a lunch out with a few ncc ppl at bedok..and a lan session at de rubbish place with rubbish ah lian/beng..im not going back there..not much of shit, basically a shitty day..

thurs was shiok..had a morning run with cs,zl,gs at tamp stadium before swimming..haha swimming with lesser people is much more effective as compared to a large group and ending up fighting and playing..sun tanned for a while before going to meet sayyien at tamp mrt, met ziqi at bedok mrt and went town to shop for sayyien's gift..walk around at cityhall area, had our lunch at suntec's pasta mania..simple amazed at how ziqi turned pasta mania into 'war noodle'..haha only a few person knows whats war noodle anw..played arcade, walk around and went make-a-bear shop to make thingy..no stock so we hafta go over to plaza sing to mkae it..met alan,dennis along de way and went over..waited for them to finish their meals while we saw more n more transparent shirts walking around..new trend ? hahaha went up to make his hello kitty bear..had a hard time choosing de name for his rubbish kitty though..walked around for awhile more before heading to lan session again -.- 3hour onli $4.. HOW CHEAP ! wooohoooo we gonna go back soooon without kayhowe..ok jk.. reached home at 10plus..talked online for awhile before goin sleep..

Today went gym with yk in de morning..lucky i manages to poach someone to go..if not i'll end up alone once again..had our lunch at tamp foodcourt tt jux re-opened not long ago i guess..hahaa met my bro at tamp int before heading home..

ZOOO SOOOON! most probably sun or monday as said..LETS GO ZOO ZOO ZOO ! EVERYBODY GO ZOO ZOO ZOO ! ok..utopia having some war..shall go fight now..more to come, SOON ! oh and btw im not uploading de rest of de prom photos already..friendster n facebook is screwing up and blogger is troublesome..


This Everyday Love by RASCAL FLATTS

Its ordinary plain and simple
Typical, this everyday love
Same 'ol, same ol keeping it new
(Same 'ol/This everyday love)
Emotional, so familiar
Nothing about it too peculiar
Oh, but I cant get enough
Of this everyday love

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Cheerfulness in most cheerful people, is the rich and satisfying result of strenuous discipline.
-Edwin P. Whipple

stay cheerful everyone ! life is great ! maybe..

HAHAA anw ytd night was woooooooooolala ! a run in de night at bedok reservoir accompanied with a slight drizzle sure is refreshing..but old injuries sure suck..my ankle seems like a lil bit swollen already plus de hole in de bone siva punctured..oo anyhow it was sorta refreshing n freezing..

this morning woke up at 7,but didnt wanna get out of bed until 8..went gym with wx n gab..saw jonneh de big neh boy..seriously much more bigger compared to his already big neh last time..hahaa went for a swim after gym..swimming for one lap is so much more tiring den swimming 30 laps in de past..hahaa crap suntanned for like 1 hour before goin tm for lunch..pasta mania aka creamy chicken plus alot cheese..lol shiok !

oooooooo and im still on de book Kite runner i've chanced upon during my visit to library tt time..for you 4 5683 968 times over..hahah who wanna run a kite for me ? plss ? you? you? or youu?

ANYWAY im lazy to post prom pictures already..gotten a few new ones but not all yet..so check out my facebook or friendster sooon for other pictures..i MIGHT upload them when i feel like it..hahaa

oh and did i tell u tt oldies are nicee?

Baby, I'd love you to want me
The way that I want you
The way that it should be
Baby, you'd love me to want you
The way that I want to
If you'd only let it be

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I can feel the wind go by when I run. It feels good. It feels fast.
-Evelyn Ashford

wooohooooo jux a random quote i found since i cant find any other nicer ones to share..hahah everyone start exercising regularly ! keep ur body fit n healthy n in perfect shape..ola

a Ncc outing ytd with alan, sayyien, ziqi..dun realli rmb where we go cox we were practically chionging from one place to another..basically onli Bugis, Velocity and Central..hahaa some korean food for lunch at Velocity square 2 accompanied with some korean stars tt came in for lunch after some shit performances..hahaa so many girls were standing outside looking into the restaurant, like wtf..nvm head over to central to walk around before goin over to bugis..had our dinner at Souperlicious..de soup tastes great at first except for some cheese chicken or wad with blue cheese tt almost made me puke..disgusting..

not much shit actually..most of the time we were jux talking n walking along de way..not realli shopping but more of wandering around since alan de feg dun wanna go minds cafe..wanted to go bedok princess to play lan game but de person n de counter was dumb..[signing up new membership costs $1 but replacement of membership is $3 so who will wanna replace? rather make new one] zzz anw dint play in de end when everyone went home..had a few game with alan n sayyien after reaching home before turning in at around 1plus?

woke up at 7 again today,slacked on bed till bout 9..today will be a boring day..running at night most probably at bedok reservoir..lol army sooon..Uncommon place, Uncommon people..

Somemore prom pics tt i've received n koped..


hassan,eugene,me


me n eugene in hassan house toilet..lol

sweetong,has,lydia,me,eugene

07s06

lydia,me,xinyi..dunno why de picture cannot turn..it jux keeps turning back

lydia and me

got a few more photosss but i jux dont see them online..maybe next time..haha !! comeon i wan my photos lehhhh..haha

NO songs verses today cox i dont hav any nice ones to quote from..lol jux find this kinda nice..

Toblerone & on & on & on & on & on & on & on & on

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A thousand words will not leave so deep an impression as one deed.
-Henrik Ibsen

Soccer ytd afternoon at kallang cage !!haha surprising since itz my first time there..got a total of 10 ppl enjoying ourselves there..played bare feet and kena a hole in my right foot as a result becox of siva's studded boots.zzz anyhow itz funnnnnn ! singing along while running after ball..haha

had lunch at KFC with free flow drinks..had our fill before returning home..rest for awhile before heading to school for guitar concert..cleared my locker and we went for a movie at CS..initially watching bolt then they wanted to watch sexdrive but we watched quarantine eventually..HIGHLY RECOMMENDED TO THE STRONGHEARTED..test ur courage with this movie..at first thought i was able to tahan this shit but somehow i cant when de story approaches the ending..!(*#^&)*!$^%*!@*($^!%

reached home at 11+ and talked on msn till quite late before falling asleep..goood day..today is a free day..shall continue with my book tt i've borrowed from de library last week and im nowhere near the ending..hahaha

some pictures taken ytd as well as new prom pic i've received..


a pretty sports car tt got blocked by the cycling uncle

at de changing room after soccer session

hassan,me,eadelin

Policeman says son you can't stay here,
I said there's someone I'm waiting for if it's a day, a month, a year,
Gotta stand my ground even if it rains or snows,
If she changes her mind this is the first place she will go.

Cos if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me,
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be,
Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet,
And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.

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which little piggy went to market ?
-newyorknewyork

YOU!

was suppose to run n swim at tamp ytd but woke up with aches all over..most likely becox of de gym session on wed..so decided not to go..my frens went ahead thou..met them after their swim to go hassan's house to collect our stuff..was raining elephants n giraffes n hippopotamuses so slacked around at his house till it got smaller..watched cartoon network, discovery channel and got kicked down sofa by dg.. -.-

went home to rest b4 goin out again to meet them for dinner at town..walked around n saw Ms Yue, the chinese teacher..hahaa walked walked but eventually walked back to Newyork Newyork..first time eating theree n its SHIOK !..here's de pic of de giant YANKEE burger my frens attempted..


1quarter of de burger is almost de size of ur head

feggot face dg playing with candy floss


lol enjoy myself...seriously im enjoying life, especially these few days..haha hope life gets even better !!

today was suppose to hav gym session but sandra hasnt say anything so hahaa.class outing cancelled because response's poor..so its SOCCER TIME at kallang..woohooooo SHIOK !hahaha goin out sooon..will update sooon since im getting de blogging feeling back..HAH ! anw some other prom photos i've gotten..more to come !


Christabella !

yewwee the macho

rebecca

jiahui

at hassan's house with feg dg

tsk dg again

tsk again

crazy feg

bamboo shoots



only 3 person de head nvr kena cut ! HOHOHO !

Why do birds suddenly appear
Every time you are near?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.

Why do stars fall down from the sky
Every time you walk by?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.

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The secret of happiness is to admire without desiring.
-Francis H. Bradley


oooooo had prom night on monday night at Grand Copthorne Waterfront Hotel..went over to hassan's house with a bunch of ppl to slack n change b4 goin over to de hotel for prom..it was fun looking at how joey style his hair for de first time..haha many ppl lend their helping hands, improving his hair bits by bits..and it's him who made everyone else wait for him when he spend hours in front on de mirror..

anw prom was okay okay only..food was urghh shitty except for de SHARK FIN SOUP tt onli halal tables have tts good..hahaa lucky me for sitting at halal table..sabo-ed ppl to go up stage for games n got sabo-ed myself nevertheless..was suppose to dance with a girl tt i chose..of cox i chose lydia who was de most daring one from my class..hahaa CRAP..i was made to stay back after de other guys went down stage to do some stupid thing becox my name very funny..-.- nvm i got a teddy bear in return..



TOOOOOOK alot of photos with all my frens, and also ppl i dunno..WOOOHOOOO ! some photos, more others to be uploaded soon when i get them..


Huipeng

Timothy

Sweetong

the ballroom

s03 guys acting cool

the basketball,soccer,dota,counterstrike,pool,outing gang from diff class


and we initally wanted to go zouk for post prom shit but de queue was so dam long and it was 20bucks..so we thought of going clarke quay to find some pub to drink..but went to arena club which was sajc post prom anyway..lol queue wasnt tt long and wasnt as crowded and most importantly, NO SMOKERS..at least i nvr see anyone smoking inside..FIRST TIME entering a club and had vodka sprite and went 'dancing'..lol dun realli like tt place but it a new experience though..stayed there till 4 which de thing ended..we left and stayed at mac till about 5 plus before returning home by the MRT..saw a few frens from other schools which are having prom tt day also..already dam tired when i reached home but it was FUN..some photos taken during post prom n after..


on our way to arena

Along the river

keith n some others behind

river opp mrt

DC at mac



MORE photos to be uploaded soooooooooooooon..

anyway today went gym..suppose to be with a fren but he fell asleep so i ended up at de gym alone..did only 4 sets n 1km run..long time since i've gymmed so i suppose tts a great start?? running 2molo, anyone wanna JOIN ME ? hahaaa gym on fri again with sandra n other dragonboaters..weird dam weird when she suddenly ask us out for gym..lol but i most likely goin UBIN with MY CLASS on friday also...HAHAHA SHIOK CLASS OUTING SHIOK !!!! seeeeee how uh..class more important!! hahaa till then..

As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
Come whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever

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The crest and crowning of all good, Life's final star, is Brotherhood.
-Edwin Markham
There is a destiny that makes us brothers, No one goes his way alone; All that we send into the lives of others, Comes back into our own.
-Edwin Markham

lifetime brothers i've made thru NCC..relationships tt nvr fades..allow everyone of us to cherish this bonding, while we move on in life, together.

following is the failed attempt of photo session by us during the chalet..enjoy..









note:these are all de attempts of phototaking and also all the failed attempts..thus it jux shows how successful we guys are, at phototaking..LOL


Anyway, had my haircut at OKINAWA for prom..some 10dollar 10min shop near my house..lol bought myself a NEW WATCH ! a 15dollar army watch to prepare for entering NS soooooon, real sooon..went 85market for dinner with my family..had 2 bowls of bahchor mee, stingray, watermelon/honeydew sago, ice chengteng, sugarcane juice..hahaa my stomach almost exploded..but itz nice sitting down as a family eating together..

thinking alot these few days..maybe i've really been over demanding from people around me..my life is already great compared to many others..with my family n frens, there's really nth much i shuld ask for or complain about..maybe i shuld learn how to cherish those around me more..in these season of love, LET OUR LIVES BE FILLED WITH LOVE, SPREAD UR LOVE AROUND !!

525,600 minutes, 525,000 moments so dear.
525,600 minutes - how do you measure, measure a year?
In daylights, in sunsets, in midnights, in cups of coffee.
In inches, in miles, in laughter, in strife.
In 525,600 minutes - how do you measure a year in the life?
How about love? How about love? How
about love? Measure in love.
Seasons of love.

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