gorgeous(:

YO ! lol once again im breaking my hiatus thingy..lol but who cares..i happy jiu hao..lol
xD

ytd was prom night..wad's with de mr singapore n patriotic guy man -.- lol itz special okay ! lol thou itz becox i cant find pink shirt tat suits me =\ gahh but it wasn't a realli nice prom night cox de performance are so bahhhhh..thou some was quite funny..den de prom king n queen were kinda expected but de other awards are errrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr..ohwell..marcus shuld have won de best outfit award..

food was umm shiet shyt shit shitty rubbish..not even fulling at all n i had gahh gahh gastric all de way..lol how nice..n de waiter is like taking away our food even before we finish them..zz wad's their prob eyy -.-

den de dance floor n photo taking thingy..lol when they announced tat " DE DANCE FLOOR IS OPEN !" our table de ppl jux simply all sat down n give de -.- face.. lol wad's so fun about de crap floor.. den is photos photos..lol took alot of photos with her,him,they,we and us.gosh tat pic is so dam niceeeeeeeeee ! lol (: u're not wierd laa..den at de end got some declaration of love thingy by someone to someone on de STAGE..hahaa quite daring eyy..

tired tired..but tat pic makes it all worthwhile..HAHAA

DEN TODAY ! de job interview.. -.- at swissotel for a waiter..lol contradicting eyy..i was scolding waiters jux now n now i go job interview for waiter..ohwell PAY is good so who cares.. eyy but itz was total scam..actually went on monday but de security asked us to return on thurs so i went with alan today ! n we walked to de basement human resourse thingy and tat zha bo says ' here no have lehh , u want must go to banquet office at 4th floor '.. she had a funny pronounciation of de banquet which made it sound like ' bancryt '..like oh wthell..had fun exploring before we finally found de ' bancryt office ' but realised we have gone to de wrong floor -.- but itz de same except tat de 4th floor is kitchen n 5th floor is de office thou both have de ' BANCRYT OFFICE ' written on de door..lol imagine 2 kids walking around de kitchen like nobody's business.. HAHA ok so we went to 5th floor n SHIO ! de clerk isnt dere n de woman asked us to wait there..so we waited n GUESS WAD? i became de clerk -.-.-.-.-.- de phone rang n de woman called me to help her pick up.. n so i tried ' HELLO ! banquet office..wad do u want ? ' itz like WTHELL ! den de gal on de phone kept wanting to look for some edward guy so i asked de old woman den she said ' here where got ' ALBERT ' ? -.- wad's de link between edward n albert sia..something wrong with her.. zzzz.. and like for de next 15 minutes i helped to answer like 5 calls ! ! ' HELLO ! BANQUET OFFICE ! WAD DO U WANT ? ' den de real clerk returned n stared at me.. LOL i jux pointed at de woman who asked me to answer de calls..de clerk said ' oi why u ask him answer de call !?! ' n guess wad de woman said ? -.- she SAID ' FUN MA '.. o.0 like wad the.. den de clerk call us to return next wed for training..gahh rubbish hotel sia.. but itz a funny encounter nehh..

n YES ! i got back my book frm alan..Live Bait by P.J.Tracy..hahaa i got stuff to do already..AND my comic ! lol de cover page is almost done =)) w00t..AND AND i've learnt how to fold stars using 2 straws liao ! haha justin taught me de..COOL EYY ?

lol im darn tired now...BONJOUR byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee xD

PHOTOS ! =D
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i've tried my best


[I Wanna Grow Old With You]

Another day
Without your smile
Another day just passes by
But now I know
How much it means
For you to stay
Right here with me

The time we spent apart will make our love grow stronger
But it hurt so bad I can’t take it any longer

I wanna grow old with you
I wanna die lying in your arms
I wanna grow old with youI wanna be looking in your eyes
I wanna be there for you
Sharing everything you do
I wanna grow old with you

A thousand miles between us now
It causes me to wonder how
Our love tonight remains so strong
It makes our risk right all along

The time we spent apart will make our love grow stronger
But it hurt so bad I can’t take it any longer

I wanna grow old with you
I wanna die lying in your arms
I wanna grow old with you
I wanna be looking in your eyes
I wanna be there for you
Sharing everything you do
I wanna grow old with you

Things can come and go I know but
Baby I believe
Something’s burning strong between us
Makes it clear to me

I wanna grow old with you
I wanna die lying in your arms
I wanna grow old with you
I wanna be looking in your eyes
I wanna be there for you
Sharing everything you do
I wanna grow old with you

[Walk away]

Here we are
Just a little older
Time goes by
But did I ever
Tell you why
I want you so much
It came to me
When you were
Not around
You'll always be
The one to understand
That's whyI can't miss your touch
All my life
I waited for someone
And all this time
You were the one
So

If you want a man
That is here to stay
Swearing he's forever true
I'll never walk away
I'll never give up on you
And if you want a love
That will save the day
No matter what
You're going through
I'll never walk away
I'll never walk out on you

I've been a fool
I didn't see behind
The friend in you
And baby don't you
Ask me why
It just couldn't be love
'Cause from the start
You would be the one
To cure my heart
But I just didn't
Look this way
And now I can't
Get enough

All my life
I waited for someone
And all this time
You were the one, so

If you want a man
That is here to stay
Swearing he's forever true
I'll never walk away
I'll never give up on you
And if you want a love
That will save the day
No matter what
You're going through
I'll never walk away
I'll never walk out on you

And with a kiss
You turned
My world around
The greatest rush of all
Was to be found
Oh yeahYou changed
My whole life
Coloured up
The dark skies
And this I promise you

If you want a man
That is here to stay
Swearing he's forever true
I'll never walk away
I'll never give up on you
And if you want a love
That will save the day
No matter what
You're going through
I'll never walk away
I'll never walk out on you

[Angel]

Spend all your time waiting
for that second chance
for a break that would make it okay
there's always one reason
to feel not good enough
and it's hard at the end of the day
I need some distraction
oh beautiful release
memory seeps from my veins
let me be empty
and weightless and maybe
I'll find some peace tonight

in the arms of an angel
fly away from here
from this dark cold hotel room
and the endlessness that you fear
you are pulled from the wreckage
of your silent reverie
you're in the arms of the angel
may you find some comfort here

so tired of the straight line
and everywhere you turn
there's vultures and thieves at your back
the storm keeps on twisting
you keep on building the lie
that you make up for all that you lack
it don't make no difference
escaping one last time
it's easier to believe in this sweet madness oh
this glorious sadness that brings me to my knees

in the arms of an angel
fly away from here
from this dark cold hotel room
and the endlessness that you fear
you are pulled from the wreckage
of your silent reverie
you're in the arms of the angel
may you find some comfort here
you're in the arms of the angel
may you find some comfort here


HEYY ! I suppose tis is my last post..hahaa yesterday nite was de hardest time to get by.. haha ohwell.. i've decided and itz all up to u eyy? hahaa now itz my time to have a LONG HIATUS ! lol msn,blog all byebyee.. i gonna find a job to work and start on my own comic..hahaa BYEEE PPL !

heyy u..if u're reading..u know who u are..lol dun go jogging too late ok..be careful n take good care of urself..

guess i have not gain ur trust afterall
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im here knocking at ur door

SONG FOR U ! !

Westlife [ open your heart ]

I didn't mean to let you down
You have to believe it
I don't know what went through my mind
But, now I can see

That I waited too long
To tell you how much it matters
Just to be right here with you
But I couldn't think of anything better
I should have told you so

(Chorus:)
Baby, open your heart
Won't you give me a second chance
And I'll be here forever
Open your heart
Let me show you how much I care
And I will make you understand
(Make you understand)
If you open your heart
To love me once again

I'll try to make it up to you
I want you to know
Baby, I swear that I'll be true
And never let go

If I waited too long
To tell you how much it matters
Just to be right here with you
But I couldn't think of anything better
I should have told you so

Baby, open your heart
Won't you give me a second chance
And I'll be here forever
Open your heart
Let me show you how much I care
And I will make you understand
(Make you understand)
If you open your heart
To love me once again

We could relive this pain and sorrow
But we better do it in time
Start over here and save tomorrow
I wanna make you mine

Open your heart
Give a chance
And I'll be here forever
Open your heart
And I'll care
And I will make you understand
(Make you understand)
If you open your heart
To love me once again

Baby, open your heart
Won't you give me a second chance
And I'll be here forever
Open your heart
Let me show you how much I care
And I will make you understand
(Make you understand)
If you open your heart
To love me once again

wont u let me into ur world?
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what compulsion drives a man

a fire cant exist without oxygen -
man cant exist without de sun -
a seed cant grow without de oxygen,warmth and moist -
love cant grow without two parties -
rain cant fall without clouds -
man cant fall without high hopes -
a desert isnt a desert if there's no sand -
a tree isnt a tree without itz leaves -
an ocean isnt a ocean without de water n marine lifes -
a fire isnt a fire if it does not burn -
rain isnt rain if it doesn't make u wet -
de sky isnt a sky if there's no stars -

i cant live without u
im not me if there's no u

woooooohoooooooo ! yesterday went shopping with justin n alan..lol i jux realised justin is a shopping king.. my legs almost gave up on me halfway thru..lol i dint noe shopping was so tiring until yesterday.. went to orchard n shop all de way to somerset and den move on to bugis..had dinner n rested for awhile before SHOPPING AGAIN! haha shopping shopping n more shopping.. hahahaa but it was a interesting day.. we even catergorise blazers under 'god and human'..lol god refering to blazers tat cost 1.5k n human is for blazers tat are few hundred bucks.. hahaha but we walked for de whole day n ended up buying nth.. i was having a hard time finding hot pink stuff nehh =\ LOL anyway it was a fun day..

2dae went to simpang in de morning to have breakfast before goin school for rubbish thingy..zzzz i'm having a headache already..tink i needa hibernate..

2molo is another shopping day ! hahaa will be having more ppl.. i shall tell u bout de interesting thingy 2molo !

anyway i tink i maybe will be cancelling my hp line cox isnt realli using it much..lol ohwell..im sry for not answering or replying some ppl's call n msg tis afternoon..im realli not feeling well den dun feel like goin out.. sry

shiny shiny SHINE !
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at sea

i sometimes do really wonder if i will be de one for u.. but u're definitely my chosen one.. anyway one more nice song..hahaa itz for u n EVERYONE !
Here it goes -- Keane [ Hamburg song ]

I don't wanna be adored
Don't wanna be first in line
Or make myself heard
I'd like to bring a little light
To shine a light on your life
To make you feel loved

No, don't wanna be the only one you know
I wanna be the place you call home

I lay myself down
To make it so, but you don't want to know
I give much more
Than I'd ever ask for

Will you see me in the end
Or is it just a waste of time
Trying to be your friend
Just shine, shine, shine
Shine a little light
Shine a light on my life
Warm me up again

Fool, I wonder if you know yourself at all
You know that it could be so simple

I lay myself down
To make it so, but you don't want to know
You take much more
Than I'd ever ask for

Say a word or two to brighten my day
Do you think that you could see your way

To lay yourself down
And make it so, but you don't want to know
You take much more
Than I'd ever ask for

OFF FOR SHOPPING ! haha first time hearing guys goin shopping? hahaa COOOL ! shop shop.. can buy earrings n jewelleries -.- jux jokin..lol bonjour

i dont wanna have de lost feeling anymore
will u pls?
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i dreamt of u last nite
sweeeeeet =D

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--Let Her Go--

You were her only girl
The most precious thing in her world
And I know it makes you cry
That you never got to say goodbye

You were just running out of time
To say what was on your mind
You never wanted her to leave
And mom I know it makes you grief

But why don't you celebrate the moments that you shared yeah
'Cuz now she's watching over you
It's true
And you know it too

CHORUS
Just let her go...
If you can't take the pain
Of a broken heart
Just let her go...

I know it feels as though hope is gone
And it hurts to think of moving on
But she'd never want to see you sad
Even though I know this hurts so bad

Devoted a life to you
And helped raise the grandson too
And now I hope you realize
That I'll always be there by your side

But why don't we celebrate the moments that we shared yeah
'Cuz now she's watching over you I
t's true
And you know it too

CHORUS
You never knew how much she tried to fight it
And when you needed her around she'd be there
But you can reassure yourself that she's at ease And that's why it's time for you
To...

CHORUS
If you can't take the pain
Of a broken heart
Just let her go... (just let her go, let her go)

If you can't take the pain
Of a broken heart
Just let her go... (just let her go, let her)

If you can't take the pain...
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HAHAA my comp is like so crazy..it shuts off by itself n sometimes itz normal..hahaa guess i shall just wait for my bro to carry it to acer building to repair again.. LOL O's IS COMIN TO AN END ! ! wooohoooooo! =) 17/11/2006 ---51andhalfhours--3090minutes--185400seconds

seasons of love-525 600 minutes of love
will u be mine ?
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hypnotic

wooohooooooooo O's is like 1 week left ! hahaha omg tats like so damn cooooooooooooooooooooooooooooool..can u like imagine how de guys would be stucked to de comps? haha like almost 24/7.. HHAAAHAHAH but i cant do tat, my comp is ditching me..maybe itz goin on a holiday too! hahaa ok faster finish typing b4 it dies again..

eyy lol actually nth much.. CRAIG DAVID's SONGS are fantastic :)

u look so sexy when u're dancing
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eternity

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--Take Em Off--

Girl Girl Girl
Take it off
Aww yea
(Check)

I'm not usually the type to speak my mind
Might be rude of me, but your so damn fine
What ya do to me
Got me feeling kinda crazy (Baby lets just do it right now)

Would it bother you if we go to my room
Theres a couple things that I gots to show you
Cuz I'm not tryna rush you but there's one thing wrong
Right now you got too many clothes on

CHORUS
Girl them jeans that you're wearing (Just Take Em Off)
And that shirt that you came in (Just Take It Off)
Don't be mad if I'm starin (Just Take It Off Baby)
(Take Em Off)
Tear those sheets off the bed
Cuz we're bout to go ahead (And Take Em Off)
Girl them heals look so right so just leave em on
Ain't no clothes allowed here
So baby girl just Take Em Off

Baby just wait a minute
Let's just slow this down
We can relax babe
And you can let your hair down (hair down)
You ain't gotta worry
Cuz I aint tryna hurry (Oh No)
Ima take some time and get this right baby

Lemme unplug the phone
So we can be all alone
Lemme turn down the lights
Cuz baby tonite it's on
Ima put on some music
All of our favorite songs
Baby cmon lets do this
And lets get it on

CHORUS
Girl I will do anything it takes to make it special
Maybe I can taste your love and I know (You Like Me To)
Cuz I never had a girl before I could trust like you
And i never had a love before whos down to get undressed like you
(Girl It's So Hard)
And I can't resist the way your slide things over your hips
(I Can't Stop)
Can't control myself, lay my hand over on your (Shh)
(Girl)
You almost bare now
That's your last pair now
So go and Take Em Off baby (Take Em Off Baby!)

CHORUS
Just Take Em Off Off Off
Every Time I wanna take em off babe
Just Take Em Off Off Off
Babe I know you wanna take em off babe
Just Take Em Off Off Off
Baby take em off we can dance all night
Just Take Em Off yea...
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LOL interesting song sial. haha

i suddenly feel so lag.. so lagging.. lagging behind time when ppl jux moved on in life with their ideals. hahaa lucky. bonjour TAT GUY PLS DUN LET ME CATCH U. wanna play hide n seek eyy?? consequences is DeAdly.

You look so sexy when you're dancing
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CRAIG DAVID

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--JOHNNY--
It's another day at school and he's just walking out the door
Got his rucksack on his back and his feet dragging on the floor
Always late for when he's questioned he can't think of what to say
Hides the bruises from the teachers hoping that they'd go away
Even though his mum and dad they both got problems of their own
Caught in a catch-22 but he'd still rather be at home
Cries himself to sleep and prays when he wakes up things might have changed
But everything's still the same...

(But didnt you say)
You always said that I should speak up, hmm...
But it seems like all the things you said to me before meant nothing at all,
because...

(Chorus)
I keep telling you that Johnny's hitting me thats why I'm late for school
(But you never listen)
Instead you always seem to end up blaming me for things I didn't do
(For what it's worth)
I didn't even want to tell you anything in case it made things worse
(Just so you know)
Everytime I say that Johnny's hitting me; hey mom and dad it hurts...

Everyday keeps on repeating like the record on replay
Slowly getting off the bus with Johnny waiting at the gates
Like a friend who'll smile or wave at him while calling out his name
Put his arm around his neck, whisper: "Now give me all your change!"
Too affraid to make a scene or plea with him to let him go
He just takes whatever's coming feels the pain with every blow
Tries in vain to make himself be heard as soon as he gets home
But everything's still the same...

(But didnt you say)
You always said that I should speak up, hmm...
But it seems like all the things you said to me before meant nothing at all,
because...

I keep telling you that Johnny's hitting me thats why I'm late for school
(But you never listen)
Instead you always seem to end up blaming me for things I didn't do
(For what it's worth)
I didn't even want to tell you anything in case it made things worse
(Just so you know)
Everytime I say that Johnny's hitting me; hey mum and dad it hurts...

You always said that I should speak up, hmm...
And to never be afraid to come and tell you if I needed to talk
(If I needed to talk, yeah)
Well I don't know the meaning of love, hmm...
'Cause it seems like all the things you said to me before meant nothing at all,
because...

I keep telling you that Johnny's hitting me thats why I'm late for school
(But you never listen)
Instead you always seem to end up blaming me for things I didn't do
(For what it's worth)
I didn't even want to tell you anything in case it made things worse
(Just so you know)Everytime I say that Johnny's hitting me; hey mum and dad it hurts...

I keep telling you that Johnny's hitting me thats why I'm late for school
(But you never listen)
Instead you always seem to end up blaming me for things I didn't do
(For what it's worth)
I didn't even want to tell you anything in case it made things worse
(Just so you know)
Everytime I say that Johnny's hitting me; hey mum and dad it hurts...

I keep telling you that Johnny's hitting me thats why I'm late for school
(But you never listen)
Instead you always seem to end up blaming me for things I didn't do
(For what it's worth)
I didn't even want to tell you anything in case it made things worse
(Just so you know)
Everytime I say that Johnny's hitting me; hey mum and dad it hurts...
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--My Love Dont Stop--

I've been knowin you
you've been knowin me
but i aint took the chance to
tell you what i want
girl its been too long
and i can't go on
can't be actin like i dont care
cause i rolled with you
i grew up with you
my momma used to sit you
when your moms werent home
always friends with you
never stepped to you
but now its time that i
start makin love to you

time passes by
for more than a lifetime
i want to be yours girl
i would give up my life
to spend just one night with you
cause my love don't stop
i can't lie you bring out the best in me
i gots to be yours girl
i would give up my life
theres nothin that i won't do
cause my love don't stop

theres a part of me that wants us to be
just the way we are
so we don't mess things up
but its killin me
cause the rest of me
wants to feel your body baby
wants to tear it up
i'll do some things to you
no one else can do
cause maybe im the one
to make you feel real good
bein friends is cool
but now its time that i
start makin love to you

CHORUS
I've been loving you so long
i know it can't be wrong
cause theres never been
no one but you
and girl there never will (love don't stop now)
seeing you with other guys tears me up inside
girl i've watched you
get hurt too many times
but i can make you
all i can do
to show you how im gonna love you
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--One Last Dance--
One last dance with you
even though what we have is strong
both of us know that we've done wrong
you could lose everything
need to give it up
just one last dance with you
for all the moments that we shared
all the lies they don't compare
you gotta go back to him, and I realize that
every time I see your face I know
there's a part of me that can't bear to let you go

And I would give my heart
give you the world, risk losing everything I got
i'd give it all to you
though I don't wanna stop
I know it's the right thing to do.....yeah

One last dance with you
so hard to find the words to say
but I can't see any other way
girl you've risked everything
time to give it up
just one last dance with you
and though it breaks my heart to leave
we both know it's time to let it breathe
you gotta go back to him, girl I realize that
every time I see your face I know
there's a part of me
that can't bear to let you go

And I would give my heart
give you the world, risk losing everything I got
i'd give it all to you
though I don't wanna stop
I know it's the right thing to do.....yeah

So many times we tried to hold back
we been here before now girl
and it feels so cruel, yeah
a million tears won't change the fact that
I find it hard to play the game
when I feel like i'm the one to blame

But I would give my heart
give you the world, risk losing everything I got
i'd give it all to you though
I don't wanna stop
I know it's the right thing to do.....yeah

And I would give my heart
give you the world, risk losing everything I got
if I had to give you up
to make my peace with god
I know it's the right thing to do...yeah

One last dance with you.....oh yeah....oh yeah
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HAHAA CRAIG DAVID is nice nice nice super uber nice..lol i lazy to update so i jux put de songs lyrics here..haha rushing off to school already..post somemore of his songs next time..haha BONJOUR =))

i sense ur presence
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