AHHHHHHHH! im getting kinda bored of holidays n my LIFE..ZzZz

tat veli early morning when i was wide awake..tot about everythin i've done for de past 16years..haha amazingly.. nth seemed meaningful.. all those studying, playing of games n all those self-trainin..all seemed useless now.. even all those crushes i've had n maybe 'LOVE'.. [lol all failed i suppose] my life seems to be in a great mess now..i've no target, no goals, no determination, no future to strive for.. im feel tat im jux another person on tis earth waitin to die -.- not tat im sadd or anythin..i jux feel tat life is meaningless..

every morning i wake up..i will stare at my phone waitin for someone to sms me..zz LOL kinda stupid but i dun noe why i still does it.. o.0 den i will try to kill time playing comp which lasts for few hours..den lunch den back to playin comp..den dinner den comp AGAIN..-.- all i wish for is jux someone dere to talk to me..i no longer wan to bother ''u'' anymore as u seemed irrittated from de way u reply ur sms..LOL ok nvm.. bonjour..

so here am i killing time for 2nite . . . oh yes back to my ''LIFE''..my ncc career is comin to an end officially on 17th june.. w00t kinda sadd n Happy.. sadd becox im leaving ncc after 4long years..ahaah thinking back..my attendance for ncc seems to be full?lol nvr been absent b4 i tink..haha happy cox i no nid to do so much thingy anymore..jux dump everythin to de next batch yeah? haha tats wad we shall do.. lol =P we are not irresponsible ok? we are jux bored of it.. HAHA n one more thing.. we haven tink of wad we gonna perform on POP.. zZz haha my sec 2 cant wait for me to pass out.. zzz am i tat evil? grrrr
P.s PART C if u happened to see tis posts.. make sure u run ncc to ur veli best ! ! ARGH dun cause a breakdown in our long loong looong loooon looooong history OK? lol ok u dun hav a choice..u hafta do it n make sure itz DONE ! grrrrrrrr

hmmmm all de best to everyone in everything they do.. good luck for sec 4s for prelims n O's ! ! good luck to sec 3s for their exams..good luck to ppl goin abroad..HAV FUN ! ! lol im rottin at home.. OK ! 2dae is alan's birthday..LOL zz ok happy birthday ! haha happy birthday to all those ppl whose birthday are comin up ! haha umm here are de following clarICE , clara, xiaotian ! lol sry if i've missed out anyone..cox my memory realli sux after my brain was burnt once.. haha ok tats all for now.. thks ppl for tagging x))

jalan jalan 2molo ! w00t =) zzZz
i miss de good old days
bonjour,
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